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I hate my body. It hates me. We don't like each other these past few weeks. I was so very tired this evening that I decided to go to bed at 10PM, as opposed to my normal 4AM. However the past few weeks the few times I've done this, I've proceeded to then wake up 2-3 hours later and be wide awake until noon or so. So Scott tells me "hey you shouldn't try to go to sleep because you'll just wake up, just stay up a few hours blah blah" but I said nooo, I was really, really tired and I'd be fine. But of course, I'm fucking awake. At 1AM. Fuck you body. Tomorrow night I'm taking drugs and forcing myself to sleep for at least 6 hours. I'm sorry if anyone has been trying to call or contact me lately, but I'm really stressed and haven't been sleeping right for a month or so. I've been very cranky, and generally avoidant of everybody. In other words, it's not you, it's me.
In other news, we have a pretty big dent in everything that needs to be done around here. Tomorrow I need to run about a half million errands, Tuesday will be spent running errands and finishing cleaning/packing, and Wednesday the movers come. Wednesday night/Thursday morning I'm leaving and driving the 785 miles to our new place. It should supposedly take 12 hours, but with gas stops and stops to let Kira go to the bathroom (hopefully timed together) I'm hoping on getting there in around 13 hours. Hoping that I don't run into bad weather (30% chance of rain) or traffic (might happen in Seattle, I should be getting there around 5-6PM ick). Cross your fingers for me. Scott isn't leaving until Friday morning, boo on him. I have a work meeting on Friday afternoon and afterward will be hanging out with friends, awaiting Scott's arrival. Not sure what the weekend holds, but I'd like to see some more people at least for a few minutes, but I also need to relax, unpack, and getting ready for work next week.
Which reminds me, I got an email from one of the boss-type people saying they're really excited about me starting, and asking if I had any questions for them. Granted, this is probably a version of a form letter, but it still felt good to know that I could contact someone if I had questions and that they'd ANSWER ME. I'm so used to not actually talking to managers/supervisors or anyone from the organization I'm working for, that it's really refreshing.
Okay, ... I am rambling quite a bit. I need to go and try to relax and fall back asleep, which.. won't happen at this point, but I need more sleep tonight at some point. Goodnight all.
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